SO NOW I HAVE TIME TO XANGA! I'm sorry xanga! I have randomly left you again, but I came back to apologize!

So what's been going on recently in my life? I just came back to my University is what happened! No more sleeping late, which is fine. I actually enjoy sleeping before 12, and being up at 8am. I get to see my beloved streak 9; group of friends in my University, madd love. My favorite part is being busy for most of the day! Of course I miss seeing a lot of people, but I got a schedule running, sorry! But man, I miss writing random stuff on xanga, and just spending 15 minutes spell checking/grammar checking. But yes, I'm on a tired high, so I can't really say much now.

I WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED ON MY ANIME STATUS, THOUGH!

Here's my list:

Kanamemo: Ongoing. It's shoujo [which doesn't stop me from watching it], but also very different. I mean most shows should be different from each other to show variety, but you have random issues that people tend to not normally see [well at least one you might.] There is a same gender romantic relationship going on, same gender pedo type vibe [It's a weird fetish for one of the characters, but no extreme porn happening], extreme child labor [A child in kindergarten running a newspaper delivery service?], and extreme greed/frugalness going on. All in all, it's something new for me. :]

 

Shugo Chara [Doki]: A magical girl anime. Before you say anything, it's not that bad! I was the kid raised watching Card captors or Sailor moon. The anime is pretty damn awesome, and has lots of psychological material I can analyze while watching considering I will be a school counselor. SO YOU DO LEARN FROM ANIME! >:]

 

ANYWAYS! I will update with more. I watched tons this summer! I have to go eat! Peace! [Hope I didn't spell anything wrong!]

Babehz

My new baby cousin, Angelina, has been living at her house for a little over a week. She does things that normal babies do, they poop, they eat, they sleep, they cry [a lot]. She hasn't cried yet when I've held her, though. It's because I always pay attention to her face, and make sure she doesn't look constipated. She pooped in my arms one time, though. I forgive her. This time. Haha. Hopefully we'll get to celebrate some holidays together. Maybe during thanksgiving I'll be spending it with my mom and dad over my aunt's house or something. Ket's gonna have lots of fun when she grows up, or I hope she will. She has lots of really good family, and when she's a teen, she can probably live with a very open mind. And, of course, I'll make fun of her a lot, like I do to her mom, my mom, and my grandma... But it's all not serious, and I'll tell her that.

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Watch Anime!

I've got a really bad addiction. Ok, I lied. I just happen to watch a lot of anime. Don't most people, especially around this age? I mean, without anime I probably wouldn't be who I am now. Yes, sounds like I'm stretching that part, but it's true! I've got this really strange mind, and attraction to fuzzy things because I watch lots of anime! If you were to watch some, they get really deep into social life, political life, and why there is life [in a non biological way].

Full metal alchemist: Fictional, but has lots of science around it. It shows racism between ishball and everyone else who is not ishballan, how we are one and the world is all, and what the definition of equal exchange is... I guess. Deep. I'm sure most of you have seen the first season series. It's one of my favorites. It has both humor and drama, which I love to see in anime. I'm keeping up with the second season, it's almost the same, but still good. :]
But yes, other than all that, here are anime that I am currently keeping up with or finished:

Pandora Hearts
Keeping up


Good so far. If you like things like Soul Eater and such, this is pretty good. Oh, and it has lots of Alice and Wonderland references.

Ghost Hunt
Finished


One thing I got to say about this anime, the opening and ending suck! The anime itself starts a little slow, but is really good, and you learn a lot from it about psychic type things.

Haruhi Suzumiya: 2009
Keeping up


If you've watched the first one, this one is pretty good, so far. You just have to be patient, though, or you'll go crazy. Haha. Trust. It's just like the mind tricks they played on you in the first one, cept with no dancing opening or ending.

Android Kikaider
Finished


Definite oldie. I think I used to watch the dub on television. I never noticed it was so emotional, and that robots with emotions are so emotional. [Spoiler: Robot on human seckz?! WTF!]

K-ON!
Finished


Similar to Lucky Star, if you've watched that. The animation style is similar to Haruhi Suzumiya, also. If you're into comedy, are a girl, watch girly anime, think clutzy girls are cute, play an instrument, want to play an instrument, might probably be a pedo [Kidding... I think.], or just like all anime, this is good for you!

Ramen Fighter: Miki
Finished


A funny random anime with a misleading opening. Slightly repetitive, but very funny.

Shikabane Hime
Finished


If you think living dead girls, no not zombies... well not like resident evil zombies, are hot... This is for you. Haha, extremely action packed, and dramatic. It's a sad one, so if you like dramas, then this is for you! I hope! [Spoiler: don't mind the ending of the whole anime. This comment would probably keep you from watching it, but the ending of it all... will make you scream "WTF?!?! ****ING **** *** ****** ***~!!!"]

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Making Videos
A few years ago I used to make lots and lots of videos. Since I started college, I haven't made one, since! It could be the fact that I've lost time to do that, or found something else to do. Now, though, I find myself watching to go back to that. I don't want to leave xanga for it, though, hopefully. I tend to do that. We'll see, though. Haha, I have really embarrassing things on youtube, and really edited videos that took me an hour or more to edit, and hours to make, and many takes. Well... I guess you'll see some videos if I end up posting up new ones. I do have a new camcorder. :]
Here I'll show a really old video. Seriously, really old! A year to be exact.



Oh besides this, if you watched, I burst out dancing for no reason. I actually love dancing, watching and doing [though I don't do as much, so I suck now. LOL]. It keeps me so calm, especially when I watch really good choreography. When I see someone use their body to express themselves, it helps me breathe. Here are some really good choreographers who show their gifts at dancing:

Keone Madrid:



Mariel Martin:



Kyle Hanagami:



Ellen Kim:



And finally Prepix [ I don't really watch them, but they're amazing!]:



So now I leave. :] Good bye! Haha. [Damn, this is gonna be a page stretch. ```OTL]

Feelin' Shartsy:

I've noticed that my confidence slowly started to deteriorate since last month. I know it's not because I'm home, it's more because I've been beating myself up a lot. One day I got a letter from my university that I was getting kicked out of school. I knew that I could get passed that, and still be in the school if I appealed, but I didn't know how painful it was to be told that everything you did in school: The friends I made, the things I've been apart of, the commitments I've made, the work I put into everything is just getting thrown away. It was eating me up so bad. I mean I got the appeal, and the university is letting me go back, but that wait was killing me so bad. I was thinking the worse. I could have lost my mind, my soul, everything. I couldn't stop thinking about my parents either, not their punishments, but their disappointment. They believed in me so much, for me to only get kicked out. All their support would have gone to waste and so I kept it to myself and resolved it on my own. I mean, though I'm back, I felt terrible. What a false smile I put on just because I couldn't show that something was wrong. Well I'm learning now, so I guess I'll see what happens when I get back during the fall.

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Babies?! WTF?!

My parents are confused on the concept on cousins. In my city, my cousins aren't blood related, it's because I have to call my parents friends aunt and uncle; so being as we were childhood friends we adopted everyone. They're basically my age, +/- 3 years. Since my aunt is having her first kid, and I'm 19, my mom said I would be an uncle. So I explained to her that I was just going to have a cousin that was closely related by blood. She argued with me, though, because the age gap was so big. A whole 19 years, but that's fine, I mean I have no siblings, a real blood related cousin is close, enough.

Oh and more argument on my new cousin. Her name is gonna be Angelina. I disagreed with that so bad, because there's already a baby named Angelina and she's a year older. My aunt wouldn't give me a reason for the name, either. I mean, if there was a reason other than, "it sounds pretty", that I guess it would change my mind and I'd feel alright that her name was Angelina; I don't, though. At least she has a Laos name, Ketsana. I don't know what it means, but I like it better. We'll just see how she grows up. Hopefully she doesn't turn too lazy like her aunt. Either way, while she's young, she'll be all good, as long as she's not spoiled.

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Peircings and Shorts? Haha.

I'm actually thinking about getting both my ears peirced. I'm kinda scared of getting it done by a peircing gun, though. I know one of my friends doesn't approve of gauges, and I'll go with what she says, since she's the last person I'd get something like that from. Haha. I can't stop touching my earlobes! Oh, and my mom brought me to Pacsun yesterday [no I didn't force her.. She forced me to go in and buy clothes...?] and I bought shorts. I barely wear shorts, though, so I was kinda against it. I'm, for some reason, against shorts. I mean I wear boxers freely at home, but not really shorts unless I'm gonna sleep. Shorts are weird to wear outside, though everyone does it. Oh well, the shorts are comfortable, so I might actually start wearing shorts... I haven't worn shorts casually, unless it was those yellow basketball shorts I have, in a long time, seriously, 6th grade status. Haha. Just wanted to randomly share all that.

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Movie watchin':